Derailed

Am I derailed? I hope not. I hope I'm just temporarily slowed down. But I've been here over one week, and only now, just now cracked open my book papers. I honestly don't even remember where I was. I feel a little panicked. Need to focus. Some progress, ANY progress is better than no progress. right, RIGHT??

I can do this. Just re-read what I had, figure out which edits were and were not done, find the outline, keep moving. keep moving. keep moving. I want to finish. I need to finish. I can't stand the thought of not finishing. Oh my God, what if I lost my chance to do this....